Sunday, February 23, 2020

So, why did you...

...promote people like Tim Burton to others and make it work out for him, without people saying he shouldn't show affection to younger people?

Displacing an Older Lady I "Like"

People took away success in my relationship with an older lady I met, saying if she is so good then we should switch places and I not be as popular, she being exploited and actually praised, using the fame that has been paved out for me for herself.  I wasn't actually always in a good situation, but it worked out perfectly for her, like the only one who suffers is me and if she is considered to suffer it's supposedly because I'm there.

Support and Pressure to Promote "Bad" Things

I think that if it was unnecessary for some people to exploit an older lady I like to punish me for no reason, convinced my being in supposed trouble was actually all or nothing and if something then all ... that means people are still holding onto defending someone to promote it for some reason, just because of reasons they don't know or if they do they are either a bad person or "going along with the crowd."  That person also feels pressured and resorts this as the reason she does it.  I'm not sure what she thinks would happen if she didn't do it.

Saturday, February 22, 2020

Well, look at her and look at me and see if it was appropriate.
Like, "Whoah, this is it baby?"
Where's all the interaction, attention, and love now?
God Damn how much time wasted?
It's always the latest on how to hurt Christina (me.)
Some people just keep coming back for more to hurt me.

Searing It In

There is an older lady I like.

There is someone else who I also like, but he is mean to me.  He is older than the older lady I like.

Well, everyone thinks the older lady I like "has" to be a pathetic case but popular and secretly admired.  People sexually stimulate her.  So, she has major episodes, maybe.  She got famous after me and replaced me.

This man I mentioned has something against me when he shouldn't.  Come to think of it, it's that way with someone else in some regard.  He "got too close to" her or something and knows she let out something uncomfortable, so-to-speak or "in some light."  So, he applied something about it to her on New Year's to the whole world, somehow, so it "seared" in.  Something else comes up every year I tried to save someone from, but they just act flippant to me and hurt the older lady I like.  He thinks he's justified.

So, the older lady I like has unstable elements to our relationship, it seems in some way, whereas she is like a case everyone cares about, so this man was actually being sexual to her to inappropriately stimulate her.

Supposedly, she has the world and I have her, but the world is a strong force that never leaves, and people admire her and dominate the scene with this.  If she has anything with anyone, somehow they know.  She's what's social.

People wonder if I want it, but they just mean the bad part or in a bad way.

Was this destined to be, other than to punish me for no reason?