Saturday, February 22, 2020
Searing It In
There is an older lady I like.
There is someone else who I also like, but he is mean to me. He is older than the older lady I like.
Well, everyone thinks the older lady I like "has" to be a pathetic case but popular and secretly admired. People sexually stimulate her. So, she has major episodes, maybe. She got famous after me and replaced me.
This man I mentioned has something against me when he shouldn't. Come to think of it, it's that way with someone else in some regard. He "got too close to" her or something and knows she let out something uncomfortable, so-to-speak or "in some light." So, he applied something about it to her on New Year's to the whole world, somehow, so it "seared" in. Something else comes up every year I tried to save someone from, but they just act flippant to me and hurt the older lady I like. He thinks he's justified.
So, the older lady I like has unstable elements to our relationship, it seems in some way, whereas she is like a case everyone cares about, so this man was actually being sexual to her to inappropriately stimulate her.
Supposedly, she has the world and I have her, but the world is a strong force that never leaves, and people admire her and dominate the scene with this. If she has anything with anyone, somehow they know. She's what's social.
People wonder if I want it, but they just mean the bad part or in a bad way.
Was this destined to be, other than to punish me for no reason?
There is someone else who I also like, but he is mean to me. He is older than the older lady I like.
Well, everyone thinks the older lady I like "has" to be a pathetic case but popular and secretly admired. People sexually stimulate her. So, she has major episodes, maybe. She got famous after me and replaced me.
This man I mentioned has something against me when he shouldn't. Come to think of it, it's that way with someone else in some regard. He "got too close to" her or something and knows she let out something uncomfortable, so-to-speak or "in some light." So, he applied something about it to her on New Year's to the whole world, somehow, so it "seared" in. Something else comes up every year I tried to save someone from, but they just act flippant to me and hurt the older lady I like. He thinks he's justified.
So, the older lady I like has unstable elements to our relationship, it seems in some way, whereas she is like a case everyone cares about, so this man was actually being sexual to her to inappropriately stimulate her.
Supposedly, she has the world and I have her, but the world is a strong force that never leaves, and people admire her and dominate the scene with this. If she has anything with anyone, somehow they know. She's what's social.
People wonder if I want it, but they just mean the bad part or in a bad way.
Was this destined to be, other than to punish me for no reason?
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